First Post..

I always refused to start a blog, thinking it was used primarily by people wanting sympathy for their cheating boyfriend or venting about last nights inebriated drama, but as I sit here, thinking to myself, I thought it was time I talked to someone (or something) that was completely opinion-less and wouldn't tell me what they think is the best thing for me. I just want to release these thoughts and not have to absorb anybody else's in exchange.

Primarily the thing I need to vent about is life, not the fear of death or the people I meet along the way, but what it is that I am supposed to do as a human being with my time on earth. Every time I think I am headed in the right direction, life's compass points me back a different way, something makes me realize that that is not the path for me.

I know I want to make a difference. I don't care about fame and wealth, I just want to make people happy. It sound overwhelmingly cliche, but its the truth. Few things in life, if any, bring as much joy to me as making someone laugh. It brings people together, never pushing them away, maybe that's why I value it so deeply. "Laughter is the best medicine"--If this old adage is true, I sometimes wish everyone was sick with the flu.